1/31/14

Morning rage, 1/31/14 Daily Journal

I woke up at 5:30 AM, and although I felt great about that accomplishment, my morning was just filled with anxiety.

It is really difficult to stay ahead of chores on the weekday, I'm working over time, taking care of a child, I don't have the convience of fast/processed foods and I'm trying to make sure there is time for yoga and reading before bed. 

Maybe I just needed a private freak-out, but just in case this anxiety keeps building I have decided to not look at Facebook starting right now through the weekend. The odds are I'm just going to see something that makes me feel worse about life rather than better, so fuck it. I will still post some pics and videos through Instagram, but that's it.

I wish I had something more positive to say right now, all I have going for me is that I have kept my diet really clean all week. I need to focus and resist the urge to eat my emotions today, cause it feels like one of those days. Maybe I will work on a new screenplay and some video riding tonight, just get lost in creativity. 






1 comment:

beccawaterloo said...

I feel the same way about facebook. I'm so sick of it and the annoying drama/feelings it causes. I'm right there with you!